Thursday, October 13, 2011

Remembering my value and worth

Earlier this week I had an old "friend" contact me.  This friend usually pops in and out of my life every six months.  I met him almost ten years ago and had an instant connection with him, but he had just gotten divorce and as usual, timing was not right.  Anyway, I am a true believer that everyone comes into our life for a reason with a definitive purpose...there are no coincidences.  As we were catching up, he asked me: "why do you think you are still single."  Instantly a lump appeared in my throat and I fought the stinging amonia of tears formulating in my eyes.  The good news was, this was a text conversation, he wouldn't be able to read any of my body language. In usual Meriska fashion, I quickly replied with something charming and witty.
It wasn't until I was shopping at Ross tonight (they are having a fabulous sale on boots ladies!) that it suddenly hit me.  I am single for a reason. It is a choice and I refuse to settle.  I put my boots down, dug through my purse and found my cell phone.  I quickly typed the following to my male friend: "thank you for your thought invoking question the other day. I am finally ready to answer.  I am single because the love I have to offer is special and priceless and it would be better for me to remain single, than for such love to be lost or destroyed in the wrong hands."  I felt empowered, proud and needed that reminder of who I am.  It's easy as women to get lost in our everyday lives, work and our kids schedules.   I truly believe in what I said and I hope those reading get empowered themselves to remember their personal value and worth.  

Sloppy Kisses,

Meriska

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